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[23 Feb 2006|01:51pm]
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#69 [21 Jun 2005|09:28pm]
So I guess I will update my journal with things other than bitching. Friday night I took a trip to Ohio. It was pretty rad. The next day on the way home my car broke down in mother fucking Ida. Ida is like 13 miles inside the Michigan border for all of those who don't know. These nice people pulled us to a store and gave us $20. We cried. The man at the store was super nice too...he let us lay in the back room and make lots of long distance phone calls. Finally, Mike, LeaAnnes ex boyfriend came to pick us up. He made me cry on the way home. Fun stuff. 2 days later I got my car back. Needless to say, it is still broken. No more trips to Ohio for me.

Last night Michelle and I hung out with Nick Booth. It made me happy. We fed some ducks and drove around and smoked like 4986494 cigarettes. I also realized I really miss high school.

Today we went to Lansing. Michelle and I are looking for an apartment/job. I really need to move out of this town and I'm stoked on Lansing. I saw seriously a million hot guys there. I need to make new male friends. I also saw Batman. It was pretty much a waste of two hours.

Right now we are trying to get Nick to hang out with us again. We're such losers.

So Brian and I decided that we aren't going to see/talk to each other for a month. I really need this to get over him. All the other times I've said this, I've so folded, so I told him not to answer my calls. Maybe when we see each other again, he will have realized he missed me. Or maybe he will have some new girlfriend and forget about me entirely. HOPEFULLY THE FIRST, but I'm totally not waiting around for him.
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#68 [20 Jun 2005|12:50am]
I really don't know what to do anymore. Everynight before I go to bed, I hope that I don't wake up. I have lost my passion for life.

Seriously, I think Brian ruined things for me. He gave me a false sense of security. He made me think that I was okay, that I had someone who loved me, that someone would always be there. I was fucking used to this, and it felt wonderful. Without warning, Brian took this away from me. He says he does not have one shred of love for me in his heart. He tells me no one will want me now.

I need to get away.
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#67 [09 Jun 2005|01:38am]
I am tired of being hurt & sad, so I'm going to have fun, party it up. BITCHES.
But seriously, I'm going to be badass again. I want to break some hearts.
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#66 [30 May 2005|12:11am]
Everytime I drink I feel like crap about myself the next day, even if I haven't done anything wrong.

My fucking heart hurts. Like seriously, it aches in my chest. I need Brian back. I don't know what to do about life and just...I don't know. I don't know how to be Chessie without Brian. We started going out when I was 16. Fucking 16. He was my first love. We've been through so much together, and no, I don't want to move on. I wish it were six months ago. I need my Brian back to be normal.
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#65 [13 May 2005|01:16pm]
So I am leaving for Chicago tomorrow. I'm taking a train and I have $500 spending money, plus money for the hotel. It's going to be sweet.

Oh man, I am really fucking tired. Fernando called me at 7am to talk this morning...not that I mind, but geez, that was early.

So I've decided that I need to distance myself from Brian for awhile. I really can't be his friend right now...it's too hard to look at him and know he doesn't care for me, and that he's not my boyfriend. I need time apart until I get over him, which will probably be like...months. It's going to be so hard not to pick up the phone and call him or stop by his house, or talk to him online. I just wish it was a month ago, when things were fine. I really never thought this would happen. I never thought that Brian would break my heart. I love him so much.
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#64 [06 May 2005|12:09am]
So basically I am pretty fucking miserable. I just want my boyfriend back.
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#63 [18 Apr 2005|02:46pm]
So, I saw The Amityville Horror on Friday. It seriously scared the crap out of me. I know it's not really a true story but still, the movie was really, really scary. THE BATHROOM SCENE...AHHH. But the best part of the movie was this:


So, I finally got a job and after 3 days of working, I can definitely say I HATE IT. I work at Speedway. It blows.
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#62 [12 Apr 2005|05:38pm]

Schneck rolls 800 series at Durand

By The Argus-Press

Tuesday, April 12, 2005 1:13 PM EDT

DURAND - Brian Schneck made history in Durand last Thursday night.

The 19-year-old resident of Durand became the first bowler to ever roll an 800 series in the 50-year history of Durand Lanes.

Schneck delivered an 801 series with games of 300, 233 and 268 in the Thursday Mixed League.

The 2004 Durand High School graduate rolled his 801 series on lanes No. 9 and 10.

He eclipsed the former house series record of 770 established by Steve Burnison in 1990.

Schneck said his previous high series was 714. He bowls in the Monday Night House League, the 3-Man Railroad League and the Tuesday Night Simplicity League.

Schneck's step-dad, Greg Warren, and mother, Denise Warren, are the owners of Durand Lanes.

Jerry and Margaret Warren opened the bowling alley in 1955. It burned down in 1966 but was rebuilt in 1967.

ACTUAL ARTICLE CAN BE FOUND HERE: http://www.argus-press.com/articles/2005/04/12/sports/sports1.txt

Dude, my ex-boyfriend r00ls.
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#61 [11 Apr 2005|12:25pm]
Brian and I broke up last night.

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#60 [10 Apr 2005|03:07pm]

First off, I'm really mad that these shoes only went for $35 including shipping on Ebay and I wasn't online to bid. Arrrrrgh. I know about bid sniper and all that, I just thought these would go for much more.

So, I've been getting back into horror movies lately. When I was a freshman, that's all LeaAnne and I did was watch scary movies. We were weird. Anyway, I have Netflix now, so I want to get some really scary ones. Not necissarily gorey, but terrifying. I need some suggestions! I'm especially wanting adamcooley to answer. YOU SEEM LIKE YOU KNOW A LOT ABOUT THESE THINGS.

Brian and I have been fighting super bad lately and I really think we are going to break up. He wants more time to ride his bike this summer, and he wants to go to this camp thing for 3 weeks where there are girls, and I will never be cool with that. BLAH...it just upsets me that we are probably going to break up because we've been going out for 2 YEARS and I love him very much. I don't really know what I would do if he wasn't my boyfriend. It would be very weird/sad.
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#59 [22 Mar 2005|04:25pm]
So I saw The Ring 2. It wasn't scary at all, very disapointing. I had an interview at Home Depot, then a second interview. I hope they hire me, I need some cash flow.

I'm thinking of joining Netflix. Does anyone use it?
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#58 [14 Mar 2005|09:14pm]
So I made a new friend. His name is Mike and he works at EB Games in the mall. I've talked to him before but he actually hung out with LeaAnne and I last night. It's somewhat scandalous because he is 25, and married with a kid. Oh well, he's still fun. I pinched his nipples like 98579475 times. He's going to see The Ring Two with LeaAnne and I on Friday. Ahhhh I'm scared. Whoever sits next to me will have claw marks in their arm from me grabbing them.

I look hot today.
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#57 [05 Mar 2005|10:03pm]
I went shopping on Friday.

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#56 [18 Feb 2005|09:58am]
Writing in a livejournal is so much more lame when you're not depressed.
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#55 [17 Feb 2005|09:06pm]
Valentines Day was so happy for me :) Brian woke me up by telling me he had something for me. I got up and he handed me Bedhead shampoo and conditioner. I was stoked because I'm too much of a cheap ass to buy good shampoo. Then Brian had to go to work, so I tooke a shower, got ready, etc. Later, Brian picked me up, and he gave me a dozen red roses. It's the first time he's ever gotten me flowers. I was very excited. Then, we went to the mall and I got my makeup done at MAC and he spent $50 on makeup for me. After that, he took me out to dinner at Olive Garden. WHAT A SWEETHEART. Yeah, I have an awesome boyfriend.

Later that night, we watched Bright Eyes on the Craig Ferguson show. Conor was wearing a Blood Brothers hoodie. Weird.

I'm going to get Jason tomorrow for a weekend of fun. Yayyy. :)
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#54 [05 Feb 2005|06:00pm]
So yeah, once again, there has been drama. My friend Josh went to the Coffee Beanery with his friend Evan, and somehow the subject of piercings came up so he was talking about me. This other girl there, named Mary Jo was like, "Chessie Tomlinson? She's going out with that short kid right?" and Josh was said yes. And she said, "Chessie does NOT deserve to be going out with him. He's way to hot for her. He should be going out with me." And then she said a bunch more mean things about me. This REALLLLLLY pisses me off because I have never done anything mean to this girl, so I don't know why she hates me or whatever. She's retarded. LeaAnne told me everyone hates her, and she's like the butt of everyone's jokes at her school. She's jealous of me, haha. Bitch.

So, I opened "My Pictures" on my computer and I see this:

The file name is "foryouchessie!!!" My sister saved it. Haha, what a nerd.
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#53 [02 Feb 2005|06:07pm]
My car is once again being fixed, so I have no way to get anywhere. I feel so trapped and crappy and just ugh. Hopefully I can get my car back by Friday so I can go see a movie or go out to the mall, or just get out of this house.

I do have something to look forward to, though. I get to spend a weekend with Jason soon. This excites me because I really don't feel like I have any friends anymore, and maybe seeing Jason will make me feel better. Especially since he rules at live.

I really want these boots:
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#52 [24 Jan 2005|07:39pm]
Much better picture of my septumCollapse )
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#51 [19 Jan 2005|12:08pm]
So, I went and saw Bright Eyes last night. Tilly & The Wall and Coco Rosie opened. Tilly & The Wall was really good. Coco Rosie was HORRIBLE. They made me want to stick something sharp in my ears so I didn't have to hear the crap that was their music anymore.

Conor is such a hilarious drunken man. I had to laugh at him like a thousand times. It was still amazing though. I still have much love for Bright Eyes, even though I'm not obsessed anymore, and I'm not like "OMG CONOR LET ME LICK YOUR PENIS." He only played one song from Fevers And Mirrors, and nothing from before that. It was funny because he said "Her eyes were green like july, except when I made her cry, they were red." I laughed.

So, my grandma had to go to the hospital because her body was filled with fluid, which she had to get rid of because it was putting a strain on her heart. So far she has lost 25 lbs. YAY! Hopefully she can come home on Friday.
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